tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-84447844788530301722024-03-18T21:32:35.712-07:00Ruth & LucilleRuth and Lucillehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05218131977026120579noreply@blogger.comBlogger38125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8444784478853030172.post-66913915456273250442014-05-16T08:38:00.000-07:002014-05-16T08:38:17.626-07:00While in the Fog, Remember Who You Are<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Today my sister sent me an email attaching a photograph I took years ago. It was a black and white close up shot of my father’s left hand. His middle finger is slightly shorter than it should be due to an accident with a router. I remember the day it happened. I found out about it while I was standing in the gymnasium at Mount Pleasant Middle School. He drove himself, and his bloody truncated finger bandaged in a rudimentary but effective way, to the hospital.<br />
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I am sitting here many years later, contemplating the passage of time and the fog of our lives. I am now a mother and my little girl will soon turn one. Now that I am a parent it seems time is of a different essence. It is much easier to stop myself wishing for the future because the now is so very precious. I can easily imagine my daughter turning 16 and I don’t want that. Not yet. I want to nibble her thighs and hold her as close as possible.<br />
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Meanwhile, I am struggling with keeping hold of me, finding my center, what made me ME before I had Sylvie. Seeing that my photograph is still precious to my sister helps me to remember. To cling. To also hold myself close.<br />
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Ruth and Lucillehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05218131977026120579noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8444784478853030172.post-9445930420271445132012-06-29T11:01:00.000-07:002012-07-05T13:43:38.831-07:00Days like Yesterday<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">This morning everyone at work was talking about how they got
home last night. Each person had a story. A storm came through<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span>Newcastle yesterday afternoon, prompting a change to the normal day’s routine. Streets<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span>were cut off,<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span>houses and roads were<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span>flooded and the amount of water that
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<span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I love days like yesterday.
Days when you have no choice but to change your plans, days when nature
temporarily lifts the veil of the mundane. Of course this isn’t always
positive. In an extreme case this could mean a tsunami, but in my case,
yesterday, it just meant a longer route home, driving through a new part of
town, a meal in a new restaurant, and a reminder to look around. I was
grateful. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Days like yesterday remind me of
working as a waitress in<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span><st1:place w:st="on"><st1:city w:st="on">Concord</st1:city>,<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span><st1:state w:st="on">North Carolina</st1:state></st1:place><span class="apple-converted-space"> </span>at Applebee’s. It was my first
restaurant job. The day I recall is the day a storm came through<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span><st1:city w:st="on">Concord</st1:city><span class="apple-converted-space"> </span>and the restaurant lost power. It was
late afternoon bleeding into early evening and the lights went out. The
restaurant was full of people in various stages of dining. We had to do
what we could, under the circumstances to help them finish their meals, pay,
turn those away who came too late. It was exciting and simple. We
did what we could with what we had.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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about affluence and too much choice. I hate how supermarkets make you
feel so miniscule, so overwhelmed. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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underneath the<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span><st1:place w:st="on"><st1:placename w:st="on">Tyne</st1:placename><span class="apple-converted-space"> </span><st1:placetype w:st="on">Bridge</st1:placetype></st1:place><span class="apple-converted-space"> </span>and
on the sides of buildings, up high. I didn’t know what was best for this
little creature. It was alive, but most likely dying. I was
frantic; I wanted to help but didn’t think I could do much. I hoped its
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pot. A small part of me mourned. I continued on to work to hear the
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">On a recent bike ride in </span><st1:place style="font-family: Calibri;" w:st="on"><st1:placename w:st="on">Umstead</st1:placename> <st1:placetype w:st="on">Park with Danny</st1:placetype></st1:place><span style="font-family: Calibri;">, I was in the lowest gear pedaling
up a slow sloping hill. I could see the
whole thing ahead and my thighs weren’t happy.
But I kept breathing and staring long at ferns in their natural habitat, glad
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looked at each other, pushed the pedals around again. A regular
attendee of spinning class, Danny could’ve powered past me, the jogger, and the
ladies on their horses a mile ahead, but he chose to support my haggard
attempts at determination. A good man will forget his bigger muscles and go slow. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">I got to thinking about the
visibility of struggle—how often we don’t see the hard road laid out before us,
in advance. People read their
horoscopes, pay strangers to read lines in their palm so they can have a
shallow grasp on the illusory future. In
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">But, why (pray tell) did
my lungs hold tight to stale air when I saw the hill I had to climb? Why did I want to get off the bike and sit on
a patch of moss? <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">This moment made me
remember the wornout adage: to live in the present. Let life feed you one piece of rope at a
time. Climb it. Then look out the window at a new view. The tree reaches over the road towards a
leaning back pine. See it as peacemaking—
the way we get stronger. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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I was high enough that I could see the cloud’s shadows coloring the tops
of some trees, leaving others bright against the open sun. It was God’s collection of green—and my
standing stupor that even clouds have shadows.
<span id="goog_629726104"></span><a href="http://www.blogger.com/">Chinua Achebe<span id="goog_629726105"></span></a> said “If you want to see it well, you must not stand in
one place.” There was the river and the
divide in the trees where cars must’ve been braking down hills, their
passengers turning down the music, stopping to see. I could follow the path with my finger up
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">This morning, a stack of
paper has spread itself across the kitchen table—poems I’ve written over the
last nine months in need of revision, while dogs beckon back doors to be opened,
bowls to be refilled. All those
commas. I pick up a poem and suddenly
remember writing it—the weather, the soft bed where I sat. How often are we in a position to make our
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salad. Danny is my lovely man whose eyes
shine when talking about the perfection of eggs, the necessity of oranges in
the morning. We push papers over for
lunch and look out the windows, into the bowl where walnuts, red peppers, bean
sprouts glisten in vinegar and oil, cinnamon and mustard. So much goes into beauty: the collision of
tectonic plates, the grief of not knowing the future, the bleeding finger under
running water. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">xoxo Corrie Lynn</span></div>
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<i>"And the more different colours and kind of plants with their varying arrangement you can enjoy, the happier you will be in pushing out your frontiers of experience. Never stay still or you'll slip backwards. Never stop experimenting. It is important not to accept received ideas automatically."</i><br />
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<i> -- Christopher Lloyd in "Proud to Be Vulgar"</i><br />
<i> 24th September 1994</i><br />
<i> In </i><u><a href="http://www.amazon.co.uk/Notes-Garden-Guardian-Books-Petrie/dp/0852651279/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1335771732&sr=8-1">Notes from the Garden</a></u><br />
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Gardeners face all sorts of challenges. Mine include (but are not limited to) cat poop, slugs, lack of time, shade, heavy wind and rain, stony soil, and marauding pheasants. Some of these can be cast in a different light with the right attitude and solution; others are only annoying, like damage by slugs and snails.<br />
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Early this year I was roused and begin sowing seeds. I begin wandering with the aim of finding of rebirth out in the confines of our little patch of land. I was biting my lip and deciding where and what to plant, with the undying but often dashed hope for a fruitful summer. My gardening books refuse to stay shut.<br />
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I reckon I am a sort of vampire, because I feed on others who are passionate. I am most inspired by people who encourage you to experiment with your planting, and to employ your own combination of expert advice and intuition. One of my favourite slivers of wisdom is to learn from the land, watch nature, use your senses and observe how and where things grow.<br />
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I too have an affinity for lists, and I like to browse those lists telling what to grow where: which plants like full shade, which ones fancy a little and those who need to bask in full sunlight. So many resources are available to the curious gardener, however I do find an opposing comfort in that fact that no rules are hard and fast. You are best learning lessons on your own, from your own experience. <br />
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This year I have planted multiple containers full of salad leaves underneath towering trees. I haven’t sought advice on whether this is a good idea, and in truth I assume lettuces do require more sun than I’m going to give them. However, in this instance I am going to find out for myself. I want to see how they cope with what I give them. <br />
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My more sunlit patches are going to be filled with onions, garlic, potatoes, carrots, peas, and chard, and perhaps a few other things that I throw in as and when.<br />
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In January I discovered that beets can survive the winter outside. Late last summer I planted a few and forgot about them, poor things. I found them slightly weary on top but firm on the bottom, and then earthy and sweet when boiled and eaten.<br />
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Up here on the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pennines">Pennines</a> there is no way to know what summer will bring. Four seasons can show up in one day. What better way to learn by doing, at the mercy of nature and accepting the unpredictable. <br />
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<i><span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b>xxx Laura</b></span></i></div>Ruth and Lucillehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05218131977026120579noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8444784478853030172.post-58956872692931821472012-02-05T03:33:00.000-08:002012-02-05T08:26:58.981-08:00Cheer Up January!<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-LjqDrIQ1bs4/Ty6rgY42q0I/AAAAAAAAAQA/Tgk78WusO2Q/s1600/IMG_6668.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-LjqDrIQ1bs4/Ty6rgY42q0I/AAAAAAAAAQA/Tgk78WusO2Q/s320/IMG_6668.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5705686350850075458" /></a><br />During the month of January I could not get away from the message that January was a miserable month. I heard it on the radio, from friends, on the tv. Is it any wonder that I felt a little uninspired and burnt out? At one point the radio commentators were arguing over which day in January was in indeed the most depressing day of the year! (a.k.a <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blue_Monday_(date)">Blue Monday</a>) Exactly what you need during the early morning commute!<br /><br />So, on that bright note, I have decided to reflect on those things that I DID actually accomplish in January, to prove to myself that it was not a waste of a month. I want to give January its due.<br /><br /><b>North Carolina!</b><div><b><br /></b></div><div>Ushering in the New Year with friends and family. Lexington BBQ. Mom's Blueberry Yum Yum. Daddy's smoked pork shoulder.</div><div><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjP8KLO5W5xQv9XswJccshbHLlXaKhPCDHq46BD36kXbHXyBZTs5zGWkVGSg1mDEae4MvwMouWOeA_5N7nQATG1Ww6vxmjr7J8W0UZGUxrBw_ja4-EIXbmZBwcrxZf2S4zXURdrg1lL8LVA/s1600/IMG_6566.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjP8KLO5W5xQv9XswJccshbHLlXaKhPCDHq46BD36kXbHXyBZTs5zGWkVGSg1mDEae4MvwMouWOeA_5N7nQATG1Ww6vxmjr7J8W0UZGUxrBw_ja4-EIXbmZBwcrxZf2S4zXURdrg1lL8LVA/s320/IMG_6566.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5705686823860576066" /></a><br /><br /><b>Hot Yoga</b><br /><br />Finally! Whilst in NC Corrie Lynn and I attended a class in Charlotte at <a href="http://y1now.com/y1/classes/">Yoga One</a> on Central Avenue. Sore for days. The experience was invigorating, and complete with the overzealous yogi a few mats down, questioning our resolve. "Let me guess," he says. "Your New Year's resolution is to do more yoga." No, actually, it wasn't.<br /><br /><b>Committed to Running a Half Marathon</b><br /><br />In theory, that is. David and I have entered the ballot for the <a href="http://www.greatrun.org/events/event.aspx?id=1">Great North Run</a>. We find out shortly whether we are officially in! I am not a runner, but here goes.<br /><br /><b>Finished a 784-page book<br /></b><br />I still can't get enough of vampires. Complete overkill. My loved ones are starting to wonder. This time, however, my choice of vamp lit managed to incorporate an apocalyptic element as well. Thanks Justin Cronin, for <a href="http://enterthepassage.com/">The Passage</a>.<b><br /></b><br /><b>Fish Stew</b><br /><br />Our meals had become old hat, so whilst in search of new and relatively quick evening entrees, I stumbled on this <a href="http://www.jamieoliver.com/recipes/fish-recipes/cod-potato-spring-onion-stew">beauty</a>.<br /><br /><b>Two Burns’ Nights</b><br /><br />On two Saturdays back to back we ate and drank in honor of the Scottish poet <a href="http://www.robertburns.org/">Robert or "Rabbie" Burns</a>.<br /><br /><b>Lovely Thai, Mediocre Turkish</b><br /><br /><a href="http://www.tripadvisor.co.uk/Restaurant_Review-g186351-d2063035-Reviews-Thai_House_Restaurant-Hexham_Northumberland_England.html">Definitely</a>, and <a href="http://www.restaurantturkish.co.uk/menu.htm">maybe</a>.</div><div><br /></div><div><br />Maybe it wasn’t so bad after all.</div><div><br /><br />February, anyone?<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg48qNwv3IOuVS7QFJoj7J-10Bo7Z8dNwEXMnsLOG7IKRTKlRZpl7Zln8czr8GUwHk-AGf6V6U4E2F8CoNngXVGv_GvRvfqxToTIVdeZNz7UHPrKYX7haCarom2hlerkuMt3JAqJG8vH_mm/s1600/IMG_0255.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg48qNwv3IOuVS7QFJoj7J-10Bo7Z8dNwEXMnsLOG7IKRTKlRZpl7Zln8czr8GUwHk-AGf6V6U4E2F8CoNngXVGv_GvRvfqxToTIVdeZNz7UHPrKYX7haCarom2hlerkuMt3JAqJG8vH_mm/s320/IMG_0255.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5705686080038778114" /></a></div>Ruth and Lucillehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05218131977026120579noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8444784478853030172.post-30168571330585059772011-11-11T20:39:00.000-08:002011-11-12T05:26:50.043-08:00When She Visits<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh0o6XJ4J6IfC1J8bQk9iy713JMfQ6VVv-cZpddCSzrBykAEg8F-HWnbZUKZJaQKKdzUNF2F2E2P_KUIOc8AeAv-E_f5p3D2d2LZBGMZdN_1A58JtD-5sQ23yW-DM2IDFTQ7YGn_prJTlna/s1600/georgie+%2526+les+round+egdes.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 258px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh0o6XJ4J6IfC1J8bQk9iy713JMfQ6VVv-cZpddCSzrBykAEg8F-HWnbZUKZJaQKKdzUNF2F2E2P_KUIOc8AeAv-E_f5p3D2d2LZBGMZdN_1A58JtD-5sQ23yW-DM2IDFTQ7YGn_prJTlna/s320/georgie+%2526+les+round+egdes.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5673838479097400274" /></a><br />Did I hear her right? I think she said the name but I’m not sure. It’s only Thursday. Two more days of being alone and then I’ve got my folks for a few days, and maybe... Just maybe... My best friend is coming. It kinda stinks in this room. Not sure why I follow Laura in every time she sits on the big white bowl but I just do. I don’t like being alone. <br /><br />Actually, this time it’s not so bad. Nnhhhsnffff..snff... no, not so bad this time. Ok, let’s go downstairs. Wait she forgot her slippers. Ok go. I like to descend the stairs right beside her, my right side grazing her calves. I go on the left side – there isn’t a banister yet. <br /><br />Back to the matter at paw... Lesley. Did she say her name? Only when Lesley comes do I get all my needs looked after, 85% eye contact, head constantly patted, ears silky from stroking. Laura is ok, but she’s not Lesley. She isn’t my best friend. The one that opens my cabinet whenever I ask. The one that replenishes the stock of canine chocolate and biscuits shaped like bones. Why do they do that? They don’t taste any different. They must think we’re idiots.<br /><br />Then again, I do ask myself if I am an idiot after a sheep poop snack. What a horrible aftertaste! But it tastes so good at the time… I admit, I lack self control. I can’t resist the urge to chase my tail. Often it seems amusing to others, especially people I’ve just met. The urge that never dies. My oldest addiction. Perhaps a vice, but it has provided me with many hours of enjoyment. And also a way to deal with social anxiety!<br /><br />I should write an autobiography like those celebrities – “My Life So Far” – except, most of the book would include details of tail chasing and attempts at copulation (several times painful) with my cushion. I think that might be good enough for chart success these days.<br /><br />I’m good at swaying off subject. So. If Lesley comes, I will be happy. Simple as that. I will wait for her by the gate on Saturday, and when she arrives, I will be on her like white on rice. First I will piddle on her shoes, because I just can’t help it (she forgives me, unlike some) and then for a week my life is complete. I had her at first bark. <br /><br />This dog’s best friend is on her way. I hope. I’m sure I heard her name. <br /><br />I’ll just sit by the window.Ruth and Lucillehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05218131977026120579noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8444784478853030172.post-87400661315794456152011-10-20T21:21:00.000-07:002011-10-20T13:21:09.633-07:00Becoming Mrs. American Pie<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgSChCaAXCIMolXaEcU5kA-orwuGkvkzLGXmXOvQT-gRch2yRON0HNyxR22txtYlcT36ldoz5Gf6agU-WV4tRr6s400mmY-yWq9QTcAxj57lFvlXZ5eeYeKVWWKGsmYuvAxp9FtSYL9X1o8/s1600/IMG_9615.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgSChCaAXCIMolXaEcU5kA-orwuGkvkzLGXmXOvQT-gRch2yRON0HNyxR22txtYlcT36ldoz5Gf6agU-WV4tRr6s400mmY-yWq9QTcAxj57lFvlXZ5eeYeKVWWKGsmYuvAxp9FtSYL9X1o8/s320/IMG_9615.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5665663234744698546" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span"><br />My August ended with quite a production. I have a tendency to dabble and feel that my difficulty with completion is one of my most frustrating flaws. This summer, however, I did complete something and the question is now – what next?<br /><br />Basically I signed up to have a stand at the St. John’s Chapel Agricultural Show, and to this end I became Mrs. American Pie, selling American-style sweet pies by the slice, with cookies as the supporting act. For me this was an accomplishment for several reasons.<br /><br />First, I often feel my creativity gets left on the back burner, because like many I need a paying job to earn money with which to pay bills - student loans, and so on. I don’t work in a particularly creative environment, which leaves part of me to wilt.<br /><br />Second, the idea of selling pies in my corner of England came to me following a series of moments in one 24-hour period. These were moments that, if examined independently, wouldn't amount to much, but as a sequence became fruitful! 1. A tearful conversation with my dear sister about fears of not living up to my full potential. 2. An issue of Our State magazine (our state being North Carolina) with a feature on food in every county. 3. A midnight sit-up-straight-eyes-wide-open epiphany. Pies! Why not? The British love them, albeit in a slightly different fashion.<br /><br />Laura the Dabbler decided (with help) not to let this one go, for better or worse.<br /><br />I spent the summer months preparing. I tried recipes, tasted, chucked out (a local way of saying, threw it in the trash), and developed the pies I wanted to sell. At one point I nearly cost my mother-in-law her teeth with my attempt at Lemon Shaker Pie. I ended up with three – Dark Chocolate & Pecan, Key Lime Pie and Mississippi Mud. I figured these choices were distinct when alongside each other and especially recognizable as American.<br /><br />As the day approached, I became organized and increasingly nervous. Despite the fact that this was not one of the bigger country shows, poor weather was posing a threat and turnout was questionable – I had stage fright! This was my pie debut! What the heck did I know? No formal culinary training. Had I missed something? Would I poison someone? My stall would look amateur and uninviting. What if I don’t sell one slice? Laura with Sense kept saying, however, it doesn’t matter if you succeed or fail. The important thing is that you are putting yourself out there.<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi_fPJcqxl7jdvhVOU5vp6arXVG9hJhN6nmPCvGGZq3_NuEbmglCxyDiO-DelUrgLL_uHN789yZJSw1yj3FgEs6aWBmGWrxnwsM6fqxwMKsAzVstUUK5zsQkpaEtG54lnT6jjPVHgWCF9ih/s1600/IMG_6239.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi_fPJcqxl7jdvhVOU5vp6arXVG9hJhN6nmPCvGGZq3_NuEbmglCxyDiO-DelUrgLL_uHN789yZJSw1yj3FgEs6aWBmGWrxnwsM6fqxwMKsAzVstUUK5zsQkpaEtG54lnT6jjPVHgWCF9ih/s320/IMG_6239.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5665663730981777698" /></a><br />So I did. And it went pretty well.<br /><br />I sold most of my pies. I had around 120 slices to sell and had less than 15 left at the end of the day. Only one person walked away tutting at my prices. I did have samples to charm people and I suppose charm is what they did! (Thanks David for prodding). I even had a few enquiries about selling them in stores and an invitation to be interviewed for a local newspaper.<br /><br />When I got home that evening I was wearing a smile, I had a profit and by George did it feel wonderful to sit down.<br /><br />My next gig is in November, and this time, we’ll see how the Brits respond to pumpkin.<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEigeglxyH8ce5mnDD2Ncl3VCU9jRlEpwJxGrZVmdu09f08Y4hqIThn3c6HV6D1S0d76keymfVq29il_UhxJK4jiw5WDrw6Mn7Tg0lX-ujjFILjB2FsRRbH5AjUAbwGFbnMqsyGfZFEuUjKT/s1600/IMG_6236.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEigeglxyH8ce5mnDD2Ncl3VCU9jRlEpwJxGrZVmdu09f08Y4hqIThn3c6HV6D1S0d76keymfVq29il_UhxJK4jiw5WDrw6Mn7Tg0lX-ujjFILjB2FsRRbH5AjUAbwGFbnMqsyGfZFEuUjKT/s320/IMG_6236.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5665664913615513026" /></a><br />Fancy a slice?<br /><br /><i><span class="Apple-style-span">xx Laura</span></i></span>Ruth and Lucillehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05218131977026120579noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8444784478853030172.post-78260724337577363052011-07-24T11:00:00.000-07:002011-07-24T08:59:18.368-07:00A Few Frames From the Garden<div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></i></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span">"I wonder if a wild tree planted in the middle of an ordered landscape can make the reverse happen, can unstring this taut garden, I mean, and allow the cultivated plants all around it to sound the clear note of their own inborn wildness, now muffled. There can be no civilisation without wildness, such a tree would remind us, no sweetness absent its astringent opposite."</span></i></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span"><p style="font-size: 15px; margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><span class="Apple-style-span"> --Michael Pollan, <u>The Botany of Desire: A Plant's-Eye View of the World</u></span></p><p style="font-size: 15px; margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><u><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></u></p><p style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><u><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></u></p><p style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><span class="Apple-style-span">This week, instead of reading more about the phone hacking scandal, debt ceilings and the Greek bailout I fell into my garden. My tended area was beckoning -- a despatch at dusk. </span></p><p style="font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "> </p><p style="font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></p><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px;"><u><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgpaSlNPi34P1DeKU2sr1jizfGMvwL8wuY9d5exmCPIuLCiyMzVTJviCEqPX12eTzHwy0wZ-KOz8JMfH7PlAkF1OtAMMiWgDLnlt3I3qN8bvEeS8LKZlG6XnjycpU07YuqkdqpDaCL4FWDj/s320/poppies+small+cine.jpg" /></u></span></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span><p style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><b><i><br /></i></b></span></p></span><div style="background-color: transparent; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; "><span id="internal-source-marker_0.27778149605728686" style="font-size: 12pt; font-family: Georgia; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); background-color: transparent; font-weight: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap; ">I’ve been monitoring a poppy that I didn’t plant. It has grown nearly as tall as me and is now forming seed heads. This drifter found it’s way to me through the wind and now I’m going to collect what it has to offer. It has bloomed into deep pink and purple and next year I plan to help it put down roots and stay for a little longer. This one’s brother has come up about ten feet away but must not have inherited the height gene. (I can relate).</span><br /><span style="font-size: 12pt; font-family: Georgia; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); background-color: transparent; font-weight: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap; "></span><br /><span style="font-size: 12pt; font-family: Georgia; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); background-color: transparent; font-weight: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap; ">My feline housemates seem to think the garden has been planted for their pleasure. My beloved Foo is fascinated by many things – a full bath, bullying, cameras, toilets flushing and here the Green Fennel. He appears to have mistaken it for catnip!</span></div><div style="background-color: transparent; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; "><span style="font-size: 12pt; font-family: Georgia; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); background-color: transparent; font-weight: normal; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap; "><br /></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span"><p style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></p><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px;"><u><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg9OcGzVL_xw-916wNOXqnFKbK0sL76IswTTD3kLNayoVUqlE74qszjzkiDyH-axgkAzabFo2xlnFpNO3RHEg15NLcQdMrAVEpDtLVuf9CsyroQB6_eWIhNOaUrfPozNw2rI9qm6z4IOLc7/s320/foo+in+the+fennel_picnik.jpg" /></u></span></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /><br /></span><p></p><p style="font-size: 15px; margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></p><p style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><span class="Apple-style-span">I get strange looks at work when I describe my peas as beautiful. I am checking on them daily for signs of fattening.</span></p><p style="font-size: 15px; margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></p><p style="text-align: center;font-size: 15px; margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjhywc6wEtNzeuLlO7K6jU_UF5HLahZtL1lufFFLaLAarb_bhoDTqp_9f4zKi0ox-XvypVGG_4yjPB0eusSQ_wEW4T3x7k9pUiOUAKBXKJ4NaVcgVhH7Gf0ypMDxL1FPKe0iapiPkI8MYtF/s320/peas+cine.jpg" /></span></p><p style="font-size: 15px; margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></p><p style="font-size: 15px; margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></p><p style="font-size: 15px; margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><span class="Apple-style-span">Here are some marigolds that have grown from seeds self-scattered and sown after flowering last year. I was tempted to intervene in their life-cycle by pulling them up but resisted. I let the seeds put on their show for me. </span></p><p style="font-size: 15px; margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></p><p style="text-align: center;font-size: 15px; margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcsK-BkS7F2UWcVy9dNtI16xDCrL9UUCxsW3nqvJdwjOUtmWhjJiSXOgOGbJjG4mGwPjCNpPWQLoI8Hcj0VNtzhBb3iL6Ce9uVyDfwJDcaWWRMt2-_5XLWTwJdqhqpAAYs56O5SxGf59V9/s320/marigolds+cine.jpg" /></span></p><p style="text-align: center;font-size: 15px; margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></p><p style="text-align: center;font-size: 15px; margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></p><p style="text-align: left;font-size: 15px; margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><span class="Apple-style-span">All this gardening means the housekeeping is neglected. I always say that if I were to win the lottery I would hire a housekeeper. You can imagine my excitement when my friend gave me this one!</span></p><p style="text-align: left;font-size: 15px; margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></p><p style="text-align: left;font-size: 15px; margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></p><p style="text-align: center;font-size: 15px; margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjsQkMwrdcMRBds5ZEkdLl3j555s2Xym6N6ZFSO2xfXpuwQW50e5wJZeKp_CBTkdoJe71XExPmn5CGVGgHZ_-jl1R7WgxqHoNKCrKqPSiRBVBP6IsFx_lOfb1yWIj9muOCyNJHXR9gT7m1T/s320/cleaner.jpg" /></span></p><p style="text-align: center;font-size: 15px; margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></p><p style="text-align: left;font-size: 15px; margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><span class="Apple-style-span">Although I can't even have five minutes of peace on Sunday while this cleaner is busy... </span></p><p style="text-align: left;font-size: 15px; margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></p><p style="text-align: left;font-size: 15px; margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></p><p style="text-align: left; margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; "><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span">Laura</span></i></b></p></span>Ruth and Lucillehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05218131977026120579noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8444784478853030172.post-65942242682251025192011-06-17T10:22:00.000-07:002011-06-17T10:24:34.349-07:00Spread-thin Sentimentality<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPggtrKPQVIjrcjIv5OSm6MVOVqF4nmUm012s1Xbthq0Fx2PUaCidcvdHCS3-PJcA0NhKeQe8dQVs1zpum1yTMdVB8Aui9q8yw5wg7letQ8Xmm6PG3rlwneG9BrwMjAISl8YztDHDevdyB/s1600/404px-Uprooted_bonsai.jpg"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 194px; height: 289px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPggtrKPQVIjrcjIv5OSm6MVOVqF4nmUm012s1Xbthq0Fx2PUaCidcvdHCS3-PJcA0NhKeQe8dQVs1zpum1yTMdVB8Aui9q8yw5wg7letQ8Xmm6PG3rlwneG9BrwMjAISl8YztDHDevdyB/s320/404px-Uprooted_bonsai.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5619240462866247170" border="0" /></a>[Musings upon taking job #2, getting swallowed into an MFA program (!!!), and preparing (again) to forward my mail.]<br /><br />Something happens when you pull a plant from its roots. Soil scatters; what once securely clung to familiar earth and worms is now dangling in clear sight: we spot the underbelly of what's grown. And can't look away.<br /><br />I'm a bit like that dangling plant as I dismantle my life in Raleigh into boxes. First the books I know I won't touch in a month's time, then the winter clothes: the scarves with stale Chanel perfume buried deep in their weave, the unraveling hat that I've put off fixing. I keep meaning to grab some gray yarn. The little things we sweat for up and down stairs into trailers and trucks to carry into vacancy.<br /><br />At work, I open my desk drawer. A bag of vitamins I never swallowed. (Sorry, mom.) A Lilly's pizza menu. A 2009 Calendar. Great pens I never used. Oh, what we could've had if only I would've looked deeper into the drawer for you. Seashells. Rocks collected from the North Sea shore. I remember that long walk in May, my dear sister.<br /><br />It's easy to get romantic. I'll be writing poems amongst great poets and writers in a town conducive to doing so. I'll be hot with only an air-conditioning unit. I'll walk most places. Eat simple food. When we paint our dreams, how often do we expect them to pop from the page?<br /><br />Meanwhile, I'm knitting a washcloth I've been knitting for a month. You just can't do it all.<br /><br />Love,<br /><br />Corrie LynnRuth and Lucillehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05218131977026120579noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8444784478853030172.post-54824649919270991022011-05-27T11:48:00.000-07:002011-05-29T14:22:00.727-07:00Love and The Waitress<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjEnA2Zn6igUjhum_lNSpLDjrnffdknbWR0MePH-qgr9HimFbww5edp8rt0iqYCBcwomGtazIPlyorYfeefbGCciuLuINolfkmiAT9pkyXLlOL2gU9CinwgkjxBxFPwC9m7AVQPohjgeH-N/s1600/Copy+of+CNV00057.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 243px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjEnA2Zn6igUjhum_lNSpLDjrnffdknbWR0MePH-qgr9HimFbww5edp8rt0iqYCBcwomGtazIPlyorYfeefbGCciuLuINolfkmiAT9pkyXLlOL2gU9CinwgkjxBxFPwC9m7AVQPohjgeH-N/s320/Copy+of+CNV00057.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5611472306221624514" /></a><br />After five years of marriage and six of living together, it sometimes seems that David and I can sit in the same room and read each others’ thoughts. This can of course be advantageous. It can even save face when one of us needs to be reminded not to mention that thing! You must know what I’m talking about. It isn’t always as effective as a swift kick under the table however.<br /><br />Anyway.<br /><br />The other night I watched a film called <i>The Waitress</i>, starring Keri Russell and written and directed by the late Adrienne Shelly. A friend lent it to me after I shared with her my musings of selling pies at the farmers market. From the cover I thought I had it pegged – cute girl in waitress uniform meets dishy guy who walks into her life exactly when she requires and he falls for her irresistible pie-making prowess and blah blah blah...happily ever after. So many times a version of this has been sold to us, this postcard love story.<br /><br />(This is why I mentioned that I can read David’s mind)<br /><br />Laura inserts DVD into player. David’s mouth is shut, however this does not betray what seeps into the air.<br /><br /><i>“I know what you’re thinking”<br /><br />“I haven’t said anything!”</i><br /><br />For those who want to see it, too bad, I am telling you now that she does NOT end up with that cute guy on cover and thank GOD for that. I will not rave about this movie, but I will walk away from it satisfied that someone has told us a story with a greater resemblance to real life, in that way at least. Why do we fall for the people we do? We can spend our lives trying to build a narrative for the decisions we make (and we do) but at the root of it all is something we cannot grasp. For some this might be worrying but examined from a different angle it can be beautiful.<br /><br />Experience reveals the complexity of human relations.<br /><br />At the behest of romantic comedies I spent my teenage years packing relationships into neat boxes. I expected all arguments to end with haste and hugs. Days of marriage would ooze with cuddles, agreement and endless understanding. Families lived together like they did in Full House and every other sitcom packaged into a 30-minute blissful resolution.<br /><br />HA!<br /><br />Love (or the love I have in my life) is powerful, but like the waves of the ocean love it has peaks and troughs. You wade through difficult periods and then something awakens inside and you once again realize why and how much you do (indeed!), love this person in front of you, beside you, behind you and with you.<br /><br />And yet it is never that simple.<br /><br />So thank you, Adrienne Shelly for giving us a quirky piece of art that reminds us that life, relationships and we humans are imperfect, and the best we can do is march uphill towards our dreams and love the ones around us while we go.<br /><br />Tragically, Adrienne Shelly was murdered in 2006. Her husband, Andrew Ostroy established a foundation in her memory.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.adrienneshellyfoundation.org">http://www.adrienneshellyfoundation.org/</a><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Ruth and Lucillehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05218131977026120579noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8444784478853030172.post-39956433604033048342011-05-11T10:16:00.000-07:002011-05-13T13:43:40.309-07:00Tables, Houses, and Storms on the Move<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:worddocument> <w:view>Normal</w:View> <w:zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:punctuationkerning/> <w:validateagainstschemas/> <w:saveifxmlinvalid>false</w:SaveIfXMLInvalid> <w:ignoremixedcontent>false</w:IgnoreMixedContent> <w:alwaysshowplaceholdertext>false</w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText> <w:compatibility> <w:breakwrappedtables/> <w:snaptogridincell/> <w:wraptextwithpunct/> <w:useasianbreakrules/> <w:dontgrowautofit/> </w:Compatibility> <w:browserlevel>MicrosoftInternetExplorer4</w:BrowserLevel> </w:WordDocument> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:latentstyles deflockedstate="false" latentstylecount="156"> </w:LatentStyles> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 10]> <style> /* Style Definitions */ table.MsoNormalTable {mso-style-name:"Table Normal"; mso-tstyle-rowband-size:0; mso-tstyle-colband-size:0; mso-style-noshow:yes; mso-style-parent:""; mso-padding-alt:0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; mso-para-margin:0in; mso-para-margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:10.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-ansi-language:#0400; mso-fareast-language:#0400; mso-bidi-language:#0400;} </style> <![endif]--> <p style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;" class="MsoNormal">Perhaps the World Ends Here<span style=""><br /></span></p><p style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=""> </span>by Joy Harjo</p><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhS4dTK8WwjwgeeBUnvy5ULYaIUrrwM-mQD1IUJpxwkYzA5pE763onnrW-Gc3ALiMvAa6rFiAFySp0ohiMm-QFXJ4ROyHHHzTo4z_pzkmb_TRy5klWXeNlww2TwuEmIvvwspna-rSq_4f2x/s1600/FAMILYMEAL.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhS4dTK8WwjwgeeBUnvy5ULYaIUrrwM-mQD1IUJpxwkYzA5pE763onnrW-Gc3ALiMvAa6rFiAFySp0ohiMm-QFXJ4ROyHHHzTo4z_pzkmb_TRy5klWXeNlww2TwuEmIvvwspna-rSq_4f2x/s320/FAMILYMEAL.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5605515702815887906" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><div style="text-align: center; font-style: italic;"><span style="font-size:100%;">The world begins at a kitchen table. No matter what,</span></div><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;font-family:georgia;"> </p><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;font-family:georgia;"><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:worddocument> <w:view>Normal</w:View> <w:zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:punctuationkerning/> <w:validateagainstschemas/> <w:saveifxmlinvalid>false</w:SaveIfXMLInvalid> <w:ignoremixedcontent>false</w:IgnoreMixedContent> <w:alwaysshowplaceholdertext>false</w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText> <w:compatibility> <w:breakwrappedtables/> <w:snaptogridincell/> <w:wraptextwithpunct/> <w:useasianbreakrules/> <w:dontgrowautofit/> </w:Compatibility> <w:browserlevel>MicrosoftInternetExplorer4</w:BrowserLevel> </w:WordDocument> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:latentstyles deflockedstate="false" latentstylecount="156"> </w:LatentStyles> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 10]> <style> /* Style Definitions */ table.MsoNormalTable {mso-style-name:"Table Normal"; mso-tstyle-rowband-size:0; mso-tstyle-colband-size:0; mso-style-noshow:yes; mso-style-parent:""; mso-padding-alt:0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; mso-para-margin:0in; mso-para-margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:10.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-ansi-language:#0400; mso-fareast-language:#0400; mso-bidi-language:#0400;} </style> <![endif]--> </p><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">we must eat to live.</span></p><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">The gifts of earth are brought and prepared, set on the</span></p><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">table so it has been since creation, and it will go on.</span></p><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">We chase chickens or dogs away from it. Babies teethe</span></p><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">at the corners. They scrape their knees under it.</span></p><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">It is here that children are given instructions on what</span></p><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">it means to be human. We make men at it,</span></p><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">we make women.</span></p><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">At this table we gossip, recall enemies and the ghosts</span></p><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">of lovers.</span></p><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Our dreams drink coffee with us as they put their arms</span></p><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">around our children. They laugh with us at our poor</span></p><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">falling-down selves and as we put ourselves back</span></p><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">together once again at the table.</span></p><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">This table has been a house in the rain, an umbrella</span></p><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">in the sun.</span></p><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Wars have begun and ended at this table. It is a place</span></p><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">to hide in the shadow of terror. A place to celebrate</span></p><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">the terrible victory.</span></p><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">We have given birth on this table, and have prepared</span></p><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">our parents for burial here.</span></p><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">At this table we sing with joy, with sorrow.</span></p><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">We pray of suffering and remorse.</span></p><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center; font-family: georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">We give thanks.</span></p><p style="font-style: italic; text-align: center; font-family: georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Perhaps the world will end at the kitchen table,</span></p><p face="georgia" style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:100%;">while we are laughing and crying,</span></p><p face="georgia" style="font-style: italic; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:100%;">eating of the last sweet bite.</span></p><p style="font-style: italic;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span></p><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span> <span style=";font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" >Last night, my early-to-bed attempts were interrupted by what sounded like a mean and drunk gorilla knocking holes into the sky with a big flickering flashlight. I commenced the curl-into-yourself-and-think-of-safe-and-pretty-places method of returning calm to my mind. Thunder and lightning danced the finale of their dispute right above my head until a turning earth pushed them elsewhere and I got to sleep again.</span> <span style=";font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" ><br /><br />I got to thinking about disaster, about the recent earthquakes, tornadoes and floods. About how very little we actually control, but still hold tight to the illusion that we can. I thought about the impermanence of our stuff, how every time I walk into Crabtree Mall and see the dire, frenzied look on the shoppers' faces, I'd like to pick up their pretty bodies and sit them on a mountain, inside a canyon, or by a big fire next to a rugged guitar player. Then, for kicks, I'd smear some dirt on their nose and say, "Who needs Abercrombie, anyway?" I also want to do this for myself when I sink into ruts of worry. Call up a hellicopter and plop into a place where I can say everything by saying nothing and smile big while the Robin builds her nest. </span> <span style=";font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" ><br /><br />That's what I love about this poem. It reminds me that no matter what: no matter what disaster, what worry, what heartbreak, there's a table (or a place) we can go to receive love, nourishment, healing, and acceptance. I think that's the point of love, however imperfect the outcome, to at least try, at least get the people around the table and do the best you can. I love how the author personifies dreams. "They laugh with us at our poor falling-down selves," because sometimes, when we've tried and tried and tried and still, NOTHING: We </span><span style="font-size:100%;"><i style="font-family: georgia;">feel </i></span><span style=";font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" >fallen apart, broken. And it's okay, because "we put ourselves back together once again at the table." </span> <span style=";font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" ><br /><br />I think "the table" has different names. Tom Waits sings about "the house" in this song, and I think we can agree, Tom Waits knows what's up. </span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FJBqRzjCBSE">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FJBqRzjCBSE</a></span> <span style=";font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" ><br /><br /><br />Love,</span> <span style=";font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" ><br /><br /><br />Corrie Lynn</span>Ruth and Lucillehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05218131977026120579noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8444784478853030172.post-4369144149683405982011-04-29T01:15:00.000-07:002011-04-29T05:23:31.847-07:00Domestic Bliss and a Housekeeping Hiss<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgWAVxNLFWrOLB4NRcUnvCbsq-YfFnYzVOLM4mF7viy9nZgUhfS3LV43opovaSovHyK6W9C25Bc6R8rYlik0DYAttzLsB1KhcK-gDH-Gzbs02WKfxeyVcDS-BasXUN4A7fZKtoQM1KyL2qU/s1600/Barn+041.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgWAVxNLFWrOLB4NRcUnvCbsq-YfFnYzVOLM4mF7viy9nZgUhfS3LV43opovaSovHyK6W9C25Bc6R8rYlik0DYAttzLsB1KhcK-gDH-Gzbs02WKfxeyVcDS-BasXUN4A7fZKtoQM1KyL2qU/s320/Barn+041.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5600977658737581138" /></a><br />I have lived in Goldfinch Barn longer than any other abode, apart from the house I grew up in on Kluttz Road in North Carolina. Since 2006 it truly has been a love/hate relationship as a result of our choice to renovate from scratch. A work colleague once thought, when I told her we had no windows in our bedrooms, that I meant we had large gaping holes, letting the elements in so snow would accumulate at the foot of our bed. It never was that bad, but it was close. <div><br /></div><div>Yesterday before work I looked out the window and noticed the late April frost which seemed to creep up the hill and stop just below our fence. It looked as if it had spared our little section of land. This made me think of the idea of "ownership" and how 5 years spent in one house engenders a marriage between human and habitation. It made me think that ownership, in the big scheme, is an illusion because none of what we "own" has any real permanence. </div><div><br /></div><div>When I moved to the UK I heard more than I ever did before a description of someone as being "house proud". I heard my mother-in-law describe how her auntie would diligently sweep their section of sidewalk because woe betide! it appear the slightest bit untidy. On one level I understand -- this is a small island and people like to show pride in the parts of themselves and what is theirs that are on display. <i>"Cleanliness is next to godliness"... </i>and all that. </div><div><br /></div><div>For anyone who knows me well they know tidiness is not one of my virtues. I usually have a frenzy before any expected guests arrive where I have to meditate and invoke my inner Mitzi (I love you Mom) to guide me to the messy places. My car has been known to house over long periods of time strange things such as brooms, socks without partners and a lone bag of rice. My mind does not work in an ordered manner. I find it very difficult to view a room in my house and decide what needs done to make it look ordered. Intense concentration is required in these situations. </div><div><br /></div><div>After spending a number of years in one house you do come to know that house like the back of your hand. I know which room is the warmest, which one holds the smell of cooking longest and how light travels through rooms as the day passes. My time in Goldfinch Barn has taught me how sandstone feels to the touch and how it traps heat. I learned where dust collects and how long spells of rain swells the wood. I adore the Spring in these parts and Winter fills me with a faint dread coupled with a determination to endure. </div><div><br /></div><div>For now, I am on the right side of the Summer equinox so I will go sow some seeds and get my hands dirty. I may find some time to tidy up later too. (Mom will have her fingers crossed) </div><div><br /></div><div>Lots of love,</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><i>Laura</i></span></div><div><br /></div><div><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6p8xjG2al_FnkRSeaggPzVWYd0TIxhFM6zFbLqgioIni3O8LzVoNAhUEX7qTSG2Rt582MGhJZCiuaXAtU8PHNh3rbxI3_CAq3uRxHIhs53kB_YOFZYpRNS8YXKHkswwgFF0H4tXcS3b8N/s1600/Barn+032.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="text-align: left;display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; cursor: pointer; width: 214px; height: 320px; " src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6p8xjG2al_FnkRSeaggPzVWYd0TIxhFM6zFbLqgioIni3O8LzVoNAhUEX7qTSG2Rt582MGhJZCiuaXAtU8PHNh3rbxI3_CAq3uRxHIhs53kB_YOFZYpRNS8YXKHkswwgFF0H4tXcS3b8N/s320/Barn+032.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5600978272120905970" /></a></div><div><br /></div><div><i>A stately photo of Georgie, quite unlike him. </i></div>Ruth and Lucillehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05218131977026120579noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8444784478853030172.post-76044958295282229132011-04-14T05:58:00.000-07:002011-04-14T06:12:35.020-07:00Taking Courage to the Corner<div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJ2oC3uF010zaHIHGtwY4E7ETXeDOb0_Sy12AIZYDNH-c3CoH-4fT6YmhVeprVZcF0FBvL2SJ_ksbs6MEPN9m1VckeyiNXogHVJPfxCqNttUbIq29_Nai_0C5KiJsx_vLNGfenm0fOMhHo/s1600/14246_754631714858_2700969_44205511_3934708_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 220px; height: 294px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJ2oC3uF010zaHIHGtwY4E7ETXeDOb0_Sy12AIZYDNH-c3CoH-4fT6YmhVeprVZcF0FBvL2SJ_ksbs6MEPN9m1VckeyiNXogHVJPfxCqNttUbIq29_Nai_0C5KiJsx_vLNGfenm0fOMhHo/s320/14246_754631714858_2700969_44205511_3934708_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5595423931117887810" border="0" /></a></span></span></span></span><br /></div><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Habits form whether we want them to or not. Take hot yoga. Each week, I walk barefoot into a mist of stale sweat, reacquaint myself with the smell of adolescent feet, and roll out my mat just steps from the door. This one door into the heated room separates us from the reality of fresh, cool air. There is a crack under it and if you angle your mat jus</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">t right, you can catch a hint of its heaven during the hell of the full locust or the respit</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">e of savasana. Sometimes, when you're lucky, and when your face spells "H-E-L-P," the instructor will crack it open or wave its gifts into the depths of our very own rainforest. Therefore, my first pitstop upon arriving to hot yoga, is the dumping of my mat to this spot, this crutch of cool air. </span> <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><br />Reminds me of the time I took a trip to Mission, South Dakota with a </span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">church youth group in high school. To engage with the Native American culture we were serving, a group of us took part in the sweat lodge ritual. We sat shoulder to shoulder in a canvas tent around a pile of burning hot lava rocks. The Chief poured water over them, let steam permeate the congregates, and sang traditional chants. I had never coveted cold </span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">things so badly: orange soda, ice cubes, a brick wall-- an</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">ything! Because it was utterly dark, I found the cool earth with my face and rooted like a pig. Talk ab</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">out humbling. And fifteen minutes later, I exited the tent, dirt-faced, drenched, and about the happiest I can remember. Talk about moving mountains. </span> <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><br />And just last week, m</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">y friend Vanessa and I showed up to hot yoga fresh after an 8 hour work day. Many others had a similar notion. The lobby was full of first timers signing waivers, </span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">asking questions through their jitters, and as we piled into the room, I found my usual spot full of freshman yogis. So, we took to the dreaded back corner, the corner that couldn't see the horizon, the first daffodil of Spring, the infant's first smile. The muscular</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> man with many tattoos laid his mat beside of me and I suddenly felt ill-equipped. Maybe I needed a barbed wire chain around </span><i style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">my</i><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> bicep. </span> <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><br />But as most things go, we got started and we breathed deeper. We stared into our own eyes for the half-moon, the eagle, the tree. When the door opened, I couldn't feel the cool, but I knew it was there. When I quit expecting it, I gave more attention to my breath, to how happy the pigeon m</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">akes my hips, and how falling into child's pose</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> after the camel is a lot like seeing the horizon. And then, I realized, the corner is okay. The cool air was how I remembered it the</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> whole way home.<br /><br /></span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgqNKfywVG1WuoS5H2p6PTGEC8PyAQ9EHEJrhOlp9rspMXnd7efnnfhwVlpVe1YVZ_e_trLkfOBs9ROWS262jtuQBB2fiaA62KN7gGT3xQEiHSudfdjWRifZfNCYvMIk2EXW9qQHIt-NdM0/s1600/DeathByCottonCandy.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 231px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgqNKfywVG1WuoS5H2p6PTGEC8PyAQ9EHEJrhOlp9rspMXnd7efnnfhwVlpVe1YVZ_e_trLkfOBs9ROWS262jtuQBB2fiaA62KN7gGT3xQEiHSudfdjWRifZfNCYvMIk2EXW9qQHIt-NdM0/s320/DeathByCottonCandy.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5595423428984481442" border="0" /></a></span></span><span style="font-style: italic;">This photo has very little to do with my blogpost, but I found it so striking. Imagine being chased by a tornado of cotton candy! I suppose it's a little like hot yoga. A little scary and A LOT sweet. </span><br /></div><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJ2oC3uF010zaHIHGtwY4E7ETXeDOb0_Sy12AIZYDNH-c3CoH-4fT6YmhVeprVZcF0FBvL2SJ_ksbs6MEPN9m1VckeyiNXogHVJPfxCqNttUbIq29_Nai_0C5KiJsx_vLNGfenm0fOMhHo/s1600/14246_754631714858_2700969_44205511_3934708_n.jpg"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span></span></span></a><span style="font-size:100%;"><span><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhL4ltr9XMJ1yH7Vh2YTfZJyQ_o8Nm5UQUD78PaWLW8O9JaYlTRd-HnTF7QiLIdGst5IVeio4srQMtThFgJGfwsu_JMJLwFzx-KSi-PgdDn3aMMvLytOcWtEpaVGz11M5RPBUQlB7cnlqkK/s1600/72584_870728495978_2700969_48097030_6170641_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhL4ltr9XMJ1yH7Vh2YTfZJyQ_o8Nm5UQUD78PaWLW8O9JaYlTRd-HnTF7QiLIdGst5IVeio4srQMtThFgJGfwsu_JMJLwFzx-KSi-PgdDn3aMMvLytOcWtEpaVGz11M5RPBUQlB7cnlqkK/s320/72584_870728495978_2700969_48097030_6170641_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5595423932257410162" border="0" /></a><br /></span></span></span></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-style: italic;">And here's my lovely lady pal, Vanessa. We also ride swings at the fair together. </span><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><br />xo Corrie Lynn<br /></div><br /><br /><br /></div><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span>Ruth and Lucillehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05218131977026120579noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8444784478853030172.post-45684004801445545272011-04-02T20:30:00.000-07:002011-04-02T12:40:45.800-07:00Germination and Spring Agitation<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEidYaj2G3EAOEe2gK3FK5tiW6EfXxPtCQcsh87lCZiNOd_2gh2iV4uyrnXehuSnohmdgVUtB1sY77ytPVHNEyxCD8xyBbPB4lGO8qR8WDshfzlDzdYlwR43xhE4oho5sPiB1Ag69u34CHj5/s1600/Barn+012.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEidYaj2G3EAOEe2gK3FK5tiW6EfXxPtCQcsh87lCZiNOd_2gh2iV4uyrnXehuSnohmdgVUtB1sY77ytPVHNEyxCD8xyBbPB4lGO8qR8WDshfzlDzdYlwR43xhE4oho5sPiB1Ag69u34CHj5/s320/Barn+012.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5591064924182689074" /></a><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: Arial; "><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; "><span><span style="font-size: 11pt; ">It’s happening again, and I can’t seem to stop laughing. (Warning – this post might be manic). Oh and in case you and wondering my new shade of nail polish will be called (trendy, I know) "Dirt". </span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; "><span><span style="font-size: 11pt; "><br /></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; "><span> </span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; "><span><span style="font-size: 11pt; ">First of all, my Rainbow Chili seeds have germinated. Each morning I come downstairs much too early for a progress report on germination (having only checked 6 hours before). I read on the seed packet that germination for this particular variety of chili can be erratic, so sow them all. Apparently they are a wild sort of chili, moody and choosy about when and where to show up, and I’ve been successful in convincing them to show their faces in Weardale, in the boiler room of a barn on an exposed hillside of all places. Oh the excitement! </span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; "><span><span style="font-size: 11pt; "><br /></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; "><span> </span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; "><span><span style="font-size: 11pt; ">Meanwhile, my cat Annie is highly annoyed that I’ve taken over her warm space on the boiler for seed planting. </span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; "><span><span style="font-size: 11pt; "><br /></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; "><span> </span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; "><span><span style="font-size: 11pt; ">Second, I should point out why I have the giggles. I recently watched an episode of An Idiot Abroad starring Karl Pilkington, the one where he travels in India and visits the yogis. If you are so guided to seek this out, do look for the part where one flexible fella wraps and manipulates his manly member in a most astounding manner. My mind’s eye would not expel this image during my yoga class as we were </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; ">prompted to close our eyes and breathe deeply. The laughter was bubbling out and I felt called to explain this incredible feat to my classmates. What a man did with his “willy.” I'm sure some of them wished I had kept my mouth shut as they were imagining waterfalls and birds chirping. </span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; "><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; "><span> </span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; "><span><span style="font-size: 11pt; ">So that being that, I just consumed the last of my 2010/11 harvest by chomping on an unexpected crop of flavour-packed parsnips. When I said above that it was happening again, of course I meant the second birth of my green fingered frenzy. The temperature is ever so milder here, the daffodils are aiming for the sun, and my fingernails just will not come clean due to my love affair with soil. Crumbling it, shifting it, conditioning it for the children it’s about to accept into its fold. </span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; "><span><span style="font-size: 11pt; "><br /></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; "><span> </span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; "><span><span style="font-size: 11pt; ">I should also add that RuthandLucille is about to celebrate birthday UNO! Shall we sing? </span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; "><span><span style="font-size: 11pt; "><br /></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; "><span> </span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; "><span><span style="font-size: 11pt; ">Thank you so much for stopping by!</span></span></p></span><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXKAsN_emgtAztrneWMi8Mw7ej_LqJC3GmudoFILM7mDjllvSDtp9Xc6yiv2hqfYIw0qE_6bSIE9iyPlRxp4GGP6Ir8fow36AQFhM9Tx7BZl0Y2an9mgngD3JwMbrR6fYGNk0zQT4fVVgU/s1600/Barn+022.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXKAsN_emgtAztrneWMi8Mw7ej_LqJC3GmudoFILM7mDjllvSDtp9Xc6yiv2hqfYIw0qE_6bSIE9iyPlRxp4GGP6Ir8fow36AQFhM9Tx7BZl0Y2an9mgngD3JwMbrR6fYGNk0zQT4fVVgU/s320/Barn+022.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5591065747328257138" /></a><br /><br /><i><span class="Apple-style-span">My little tomatillos. Their overbearing mother has pushed them into the best spot for sunlight.</span></i><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizzzXzKwixw4HiOhXUyr2moUCJJRsN1DqiSY7VybdK9gbR1wo6PQeR5pbA9fZh2402cCGchJX3CcfrH4N7PKFdDiRQASQ1ol4Ivo_AVAYDdiZt4w1TY7bL3uwazXcXG0pNNvLChhFebmAw/s1600/Barn+009.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizzzXzKwixw4HiOhXUyr2moUCJJRsN1DqiSY7VybdK9gbR1wo6PQeR5pbA9fZh2402cCGchJX3CcfrH4N7PKFdDiRQASQ1ol4Ivo_AVAYDdiZt4w1TY7bL3uwazXcXG0pNNvLChhFebmAw/s320/Barn+009.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5591068560299952722" /></a><br /><br /><i><span class="Apple-style-span">The new plot, which came with bigger biceps. </span></i><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjzCyMteAa_BFUYEX3cXJAqR2bDIjImVtwuBrySUPAunJrKVljQ02lXbUCdLFDoZ3GSggrmCRrv5gxbb-6OFoU1dzdAVdfe3PIXRJezE5n1zJAHYfflG3VBKRlLkmHnDPZwsMEqJsplkKgu/s1600/Barn+021.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjzCyMteAa_BFUYEX3cXJAqR2bDIjImVtwuBrySUPAunJrKVljQ02lXbUCdLFDoZ3GSggrmCRrv5gxbb-6OFoU1dzdAVdfe3PIXRJezE5n1zJAHYfflG3VBKRlLkmHnDPZwsMEqJsplkKgu/s320/Barn+021.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5591068851685498770" /></a><br /><br /><i><span class="Apple-style-span">Pretty In Purple Rainbow Chili Seedlings - arms open! </span></i> <div><br /></div><div>P.S. If you're interested in where I purchased my seeds, see <a href="http://realseeds.co.uk/">http://realseeds.co.uk/</a>. </div><div><br /></div><div>P.S.S. The title of this blog makes me think of Michael Jackson's song "Black or White". Am I alone here? </div><div><br /></div><div>Laura xxooxxoo<br /><br /></div>Ruth and Lucillehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05218131977026120579noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8444784478853030172.post-88655790254106166532011-03-14T14:40:00.001-07:002011-03-14T14:55:01.447-07:00Give Ridiculous Some Light<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiheLHLmRLTEOxb4YpFGxBYR3oV90EEbg0Ht_LFOuC3xMrSrhV1fxqIpY7RV8HsAp92dHA7PrK-61XBn-KE_VBVZhBHZdlPffhqWbrNb2ZciK-f2XgXbxTx1VWK6gh1QPx-RYVZpYlzuR1v/s1600/n707645917_2602581_1629529.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 301px; height: 226px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiheLHLmRLTEOxb4YpFGxBYR3oV90EEbg0Ht_LFOuC3xMrSrhV1fxqIpY7RV8HsAp92dHA7PrK-61XBn-KE_VBVZhBHZdlPffhqWbrNb2ZciK-f2XgXbxTx1VWK6gh1QPx-RYVZpYlzuR1v/s320/n707645917_2602581_1629529.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5584053943956916178" border="0" /></a><br />Last Thursday, I stepped out my apartment door and looked up to see my gentleman neighbor also stepping out of his. His face spoke all kinds of shock. On this mid-March, rainy afternoon, I was wearing nude panty hose, a ruffly black skirt (with unseen gingham bloomers underneath), white leather Mary-Jane tap shoes, and a bright yellow rain coat. He'd caught me on my way to clog.<br /><br />I turned the key to lock my door, giggled through our expected "Hello," and followed with a simple request: "Don't ask." So down the stairs and to our cars we went, chuckling for different reasons. I'm quite confident I gave him a colorful quandary to solve. Maybe he thought I was planning to pop from a birthday cake or that I was the entertainment for a Civil War Reenactment. Maybe he reconsidered his relocation to the South or wondered how I got my legs so tan.<br /><br />Little did he know I was on my way to meet a group of people dressed just like me, geared-up to clog (and for those of you unfamiliar with what clogging is, take a look at this video <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cs2j8f7H2WY">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cs2j8f7H2WY</a>) for a room of red-faced, inexhaustible elementary schoolers. It was Heritage Night at Harris Creek Elementary school, where Latin American, Irish, and Appalachian folk dancers were to show these little ones vintage ways to bust a move, which they did without hesitation around and around a cafeteria-sized circle.<br /><br />It's these little moments, these kinks in our chains, that cause us to look up and let the world surprise us a little. Too often we let our routines and expectations build walls around our imagination. Too often we let misfortune define our worth. But it's when I wear this ridiculous outfit into the light of day to see children absorb the elaborate dances of our past without an ounce of judgment, that the beauty of this world shines a bit brighter.<br /><br />As for the neighbor, I look forward to the next time our paths cross. Hopefully I'll be wearing a pair of jeans and flip-flops.<br /><br /><br />Love and little jig,<br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51); font-weight: bold;">Corrie Lynn</span>Ruth and Lucillehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05218131977026120579noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8444784478853030172.post-91537867190521771552011-02-08T19:24:00.000-08:002011-02-08T11:24:59.347-08:00Busy Fingers and Boiled Bones<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh8FxJANRIVWPbFURlfRyfh1_T34BLJ5qZcz0ktb3IsR4WSZ9_nwpmF8ou5uN94-i2Fit8et1RtLqqn-fDJwiKdaz8HVZgVboduT1zydWRfXR61WF4gUgAwe_cfvy-GCvFXq6Nna-S15TeG/s1600/IMG_5356+%25282%2529.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh8FxJANRIVWPbFURlfRyfh1_T34BLJ5qZcz0ktb3IsR4WSZ9_nwpmF8ou5uN94-i2Fit8et1RtLqqn-fDJwiKdaz8HVZgVboduT1zydWRfXR61WF4gUgAwe_cfvy-GCvFXq6Nna-S15TeG/s320/IMG_5356+%25282%2529.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5571398960781281570" /></a><br />What to do on a day off? I find it hard at times to relax at home. There always seems to be a job, and I don’t see it getting any easier as I potentially have things like motherhood ahead of me. Sometimes it can be tricky to continue caring for yourself as you pass into and through adulthood. <br /> <br />Yesterday I decided to boil some chicken bones. I had been planning this for awhile, the boiling of bones. I planned it when I roasted a chicken that my friend Lesley gave me, by stripping all the remaining flesh off the carcass and giving the bones to the freezer to hold steady for awhile. Hold steady until I was ready. Yesterday was the day. <br /> <br />Stock is a simple creation, so why do we so often resort to the shortcuts that supposedly simplify? Why do we buy it wrapped in shiny paper and condensed in little parched cubes? The powder dissolves in hot water. To me this always feels wrong and unnatural. Boiling bones, I discovered, produces the most evocative smell. It helped me recover from the cold I didn’t know I had. The stock graced my house. <br /><br />And what did I do with that stock? I spread it out too thinly. I gave the whole pot of chicken-bone nectar to an even larger pot of minestrone and then I added water. The flavour stretched until I had to beg my palate to find it. Could this be…. a metaphor?<br /> <br />When we strike upon a thing golden in our lives, we should always try and keep some for ourselves. <br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjZIhQ7zAKB4o0d4YPN7LLHgP-4tiTfW41A1xcdZa0M8v7xDxxPUfc5t9YBe_qlp3bX8NfLsck_wkB75g-JgU_t_dCwgcQZ7BYFOIFw5GRTwQiMEmwkfA6-fSJTA8sJaAGz4HTfKWtGoKX7/s1600/IMG_5182.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjZIhQ7zAKB4o0d4YPN7LLHgP-4tiTfW41A1xcdZa0M8v7xDxxPUfc5t9YBe_qlp3bX8NfLsck_wkB75g-JgU_t_dCwgcQZ7BYFOIFw5GRTwQiMEmwkfA6-fSJTA8sJaAGz4HTfKWtGoKX7/s320/IMG_5182.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5571399848967244338" /></a>Ruth and Lucillehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05218131977026120579noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8444784478853030172.post-62744944312455687972011-01-28T11:26:00.000-08:002011-01-28T14:58:25.447-08:00Same Hands, New Tricks: A Brand New Knitter!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjFzXt-C6GzgmE-0BXcQ2pEYErmQmOViCEtVwMRTVwpOK5hOt9fZ4dv5K1-SlxGM92HOuQkZ2cgDjUiPKf5R6GX86qImAeKhm2_EmcJs6Wu96eQH905GrfVHrZSN4q6KH5wESVD6MIC1-hM/s1600/christmas2010+275.jpg"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 306px; height: 230px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjFzXt-C6GzgmE-0BXcQ2pEYErmQmOViCEtVwMRTVwpOK5hOt9fZ4dv5K1-SlxGM92HOuQkZ2cgDjUiPKf5R6GX86qImAeKhm2_EmcJs6Wu96eQH905GrfVHrZSN4q6KH5wESVD6MIC1-hM/s320/christmas2010+275.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5567321171923587378" border="0" /></a>A few nights ago, I was sitting next to Sherry, a very fine chef and friend. Her fingers were tangled in burgundy yarn; her cats, Robert and Ash, convinced that anything dangling was free for swatting until napping in our laps proved a better option. The first lesson in knitting, casting on, came deluxe this night with giggles at stiff fingers and cat snores.<br /><br />I had almost forgotten there was a time my fingers didn't know how to hold the yarn taut to produce the right tension of stitch, how well my thumb and forefinger work together to slide each stitch onto the needle, how our hands are tools at all! How often we forget.<br /><br />My lessons in knitting came under a beach umbrella in the thick heat of July. Emolyn, the daughter of a mountain woman who spins wool from her own beloved sheep, watched over my crooked and confused first scarf with the specific patience of a well seasoned knitter. And then we'd run into the waves of the Oak Island beach, where we never heard a car run but saw and swatted more mosquitoes than I cared to know exist. Regardless, I learned to knit with salt and sand coating my hands. If I were you, I'd stick to the cliche of winter nights by the wood fire, but nix the image of an old lady wearing a tight bun. I quite like my hair down, a glass of wine, and the right to toss expletives when I drop a stitch.<br /><br />But watching Sherry knit for the first time reminded me how hard it can be to teach our old hands new ways to hold, maneuver. Our fingers want to act like a bunch of over-caffeinated kids on the playground, but eventually, when we realize there's no gun to our head, we begin to trust chance-taking and the fact that no thing is perfect. <i>So let me s</i><i>hove the needle into this loop and wrap it with this yarn and pull it through and off and WO</i><i>W! A brand new stitch.</i> When we finally divorce the unhappy couple, creation and perfection, we can get on with better things, like creation and play or creation and healing.<br /><br />So I wish Sherry very much luck in her new, volatile relationship with knitting. I may request a trade-off: a couple lessons in the kitchen. After all, we must learn to share!<br /><br />Love,<br /><br />Corrie Lynn<br /><br /><br />PS. A poem I wrote about the Oak Island adventure with Emolyn: http://<a href="http://poetryspark.sparkcon.com/poems/white/crossing_carolina.html">poetryspark.sparkcon.com/poems/white/crossing_carolina.html</a><br /><br />PSS. A link to Sherry's catering business: <a href="http://www.cateringbychefs.com/" target="_blank">www.cateringbychefs.com</a><br /><br />PSSS. Here are the precious Robert and Ash!<br /><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiCvoYOj6SioC9q39S2W6nxyuutre7il5Y-LrXv3XpaPh6BtA7NlqQtQ1mGmI8zfp4HygUqaxF8lxyIT0Cn-auHgZCeGc8iSqZ1AsyesBBylQGhyXPs5h_wbjWZDEfQmAMgYaIE4fygpFY-/s1600/robert.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 265px; height: 199px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiCvoYOj6SioC9q39S2W6nxyuutre7il5Y-LrXv3XpaPh6BtA7NlqQtQ1mGmI8zfp4HygUqaxF8lxyIT0Cn-auHgZCeGc8iSqZ1AsyesBBylQGhyXPs5h_wbjWZDEfQmAMgYaIE4fygpFY-/s320/robert.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5567321443741926034" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjeOJBpgESg0c0BdiaRHPvffXpAhLb5GXaq-Q2jq3lp0wSRmx28VAZSL36i02zUKV4ZfOD-MVGNKNN5uXzYWA-J6hAnmSwiG8ILbA_6fDy3AgyvP03MAufqynqT5HZjyDktHEknINdIlL0p/s1600/ash.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 180px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjeOJBpgESg0c0BdiaRHPvffXpAhLb5GXaq-Q2jq3lp0wSRmx28VAZSL36i02zUKV4ZfOD-MVGNKNN5uXzYWA-J6hAnmSwiG8ILbA_6fDy3AgyvP03MAufqynqT5HZjyDktHEknINdIlL0p/s320/ash.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5567321445497447266" border="0" /></a>Ruth and Lucillehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05218131977026120579noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8444784478853030172.post-48580952412072307292011-01-04T16:40:00.001-08:002011-01-04T16:46:44.811-08:00A Poem for Winter<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhgtAj3uT_srx6DovmWaYl-o5uDcaac1uun5KzaLcXbnS2XJcUrM1dx8HvnO5wkrKNBa6S8g11YyXTbBgLzvQOetxFUy0IrWTCeZNmSNb4rl8LMRFsNKTMuBt-DyjuCuBK51U-L_QdOY1XL/s1600/DSCN6315.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhgtAj3uT_srx6DovmWaYl-o5uDcaac1uun5KzaLcXbnS2XJcUrM1dx8HvnO5wkrKNBa6S8g11YyXTbBgLzvQOetxFUy0IrWTCeZNmSNb4rl8LMRFsNKTMuBt-DyjuCuBK51U-L_QdOY1XL/s320/DSCN6315.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5558495490932722338" border="0" /></a><br /><h2>Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening</h2> <p class="author">by Robert Frost </p> <span class="fullname_search"></span> <div style="text-indent: -1em; padding-left: 1em;">Whose woods these are I think I know. </div> <div style="text-indent: -1em; padding-left: 1em;">His house is in the village though; </div> <div style="text-indent: -1em; padding-left: 1em;">He will not see me stopping here </div> <div style="text-indent: -1em; padding-left: 1em;">To watch his woods fill up with snow. </div><br /><div style="text-indent: -1em; padding-left: 1em;">My little horse must think it queer </div> <div style="text-indent: -1em; padding-left: 1em;">To stop without a farmhouse near </div> <div style="text-indent: -1em; padding-left: 1em;">Between the woods and frozen lake </div> <div style="text-indent: -1em; padding-left: 1em;">The darkest evening of the year. </div><br /><div style="text-indent: -1em; padding-left: 1em;">He gives his harness bells a shake </div> <div style="text-indent: -1em; padding-left: 1em;">To ask if there is some mistake. </div> <div style="text-indent: -1em; padding-left: 1em;">The only other sound’s the sweep </div> <div style="text-indent: -1em; padding-left: 1em;">Of easy wind and downy flake. </div><br /><div style="text-indent: -1em; padding-left: 1em;">The woods are lovely, dark and deep. </div> <div style="text-indent: -1em; padding-left: 1em;">But I have promises to keep, </div> <div style="text-indent: -1em; padding-left: 1em;">And miles to go before I sleep, </div> <div style="text-indent: -1em; padding-left: 1em;">And miles to go before I sleep.<br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">xoxo Corrie Lynn</span><br /><br /><br /></div>Ruth and Lucillehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05218131977026120579noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8444784478853030172.post-51234129457229846512010-12-28T16:00:00.000-08:002010-12-28T08:07:57.119-08:00In the Absence of Much To Say<span style="font-family:lucida grande;font-size:100%;"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;font-size:100%;"><span style="font-size:130%;">Here is an excerpt from Chapter 13 of <strong><em>East of Eden</em></strong>, by John Steinbeck:<br /></span><br /></span>"Sometimes a kind of glory lights up the mind of a man. It happens to nearly everyone. You can feel it growing or preparing like a fuse burning toward dynamite. It is a feeling in the stomach, a delight of the nerves, of the forearms. The skin tastes the air, and every deep-drawn breath is sweet. Its beginning has the pleasure of a great stretching yawn; it flashes in the brain and the whole world glows outside your eyes. A man may have lived all of his life in the gray, and the land and trees of him dark and somber. The events, even the important ones, may be have trooped by faceless and pale. And then -- the glory -- so that a cricket song sweetens his ears, the smell of the earth rises chanting to his nose, and dappling light under a tree blesses his eyes. Then a man pours outward, a torrent of him, and yet he is not diminished. And I guess a man's importance in the world can be measured by the quality and number of his glories. It is a lonely thing but it relates us to the world. It is the mother of all creativeness, and it sets each man separate from all other men.<br /><br /><br /><br />"I don't know how it will be in the years to come. There are monstrous changes taking place in the world, forces shaping a future whose face we do not know. Some of these forces seem evil to us, perhaps not in themselves but because their tendency is to eliminate other things we hold good. It is true that two men can lift a bigger stone than one man. A group can build automobiles quicker and better than one man, and bread from a huge factory is cheaper and more uniform. When our food and clothing and housing all are born in the complication of mass production, mass method is bound to get into our thinking and to eliminate all other thinking. In our time mass or collective production has entered our economies, our politics, and even our religion, so that some nations have substituted the collective for the idea God. This in my time is the danger. There is great tension in the world, tension toward a breaking point, and men are unhappy and confused.<br /><br /><br /><br />"At such a time it seems natural and good to me to ask myself these questions. What do I believe in? What must I fight for and what must I fight against?<br /><br /><br /><br />"Our species is the only creative species, and it has only one creative instrument, the individual mind and spirit of a man. Nothing was ever created by two men. There are no good collaborations, whether in music, in art, in poetry, in mathematics, in philosophy. Once the miracle of creation has taken place, the group can build and extend it, but the group never invents anything. The preciousness likes in the lonely mind of a man.<br /><br /><br /><br />"And now the forces marshaled around the concept of the group have declared a war of extermination on that preciousness, the mind of man. By disparagement, by starvation, by repressions, forced direction, and the stunning hammerblows of conditioning, the free, roving mind is being pursued, roped, blunted, drugged. It is a sad suicidal course our species seems to have taken.<br /><br /><br /><br />"And this I believe: that the free, exploring mind of the individual human is the most valuable thing in the world. And this I would fight for: the freedom of the mind to take any direction it wishes, undirected. And this I must fight against: any idea, religion, or government which limits or destroys the individual. This is what I am and what I am about. I can understand why a system built on a pattern must try to destroy the free mind, for that is one thing which can by inspection destroy such a system. Surely I can understand this, and I hate it and I will fight against it to preserve the one thing that separates us from the the uncreative beasts. If the glory can be killed, we are lost."<br /><br /><br /><br />Love,<br /><br /><em><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">Laura xoxo</span></em>Ruth and Lucillehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05218131977026120579noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8444784478853030172.post-30298141802723807292010-11-27T08:56:00.000-08:002010-11-27T00:59:19.863-08:00Spot the Canaries in Southern Italy<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg3dDtI-HNNri3ghHDfzGiDZZ4jM7JYK15mwVRbziju7sbVOf1DaMtz0T14TQWAipt341wtHACxe1tQoCYCzKQS9wJaxw3qHeRwA8XNskyTYqA6UjNVYCwVLKxd98w4zXGu9Q65AFW-dAHI/s1600/IMG_5066.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 240px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5544147315486116530" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg3dDtI-HNNri3ghHDfzGiDZZ4jM7JYK15mwVRbziju7sbVOf1DaMtz0T14TQWAipt341wtHACxe1tQoCYCzKQS9wJaxw3qHeRwA8XNskyTYqA6UjNVYCwVLKxd98w4zXGu9Q65AFW-dAHI/s320/IMG_5066.JPG" /></a><br />Last Saturday night my husband answered the door to welcome our guests wearing his own homemade version of Madonna’s cone bra – instead of cones he wore protruding plant pots covered in glitter. A rural Madonna. After the initial shock it seemed the guests warmed to him. The idea was Italian-American and we were hinting at the theme of our first wine tasting – wines from Southern Italy.<br /><br />It was the first time I’ve entertained (along with David) for 12 people around a table, and I felt my inner Mother Mitzi came to life as I spent the whole day buzzing about in preparation. However I did feel the benefit from all the planning ahead as an unexpected calmness arrived just as the guests did. A good group of people makes all the difference. Your little mistakes won’t be held against you. The effort, the act of making something for someone, giving to the people you care about and whose company you enjoy, is what tops the cake.<br /><br />Eleanor Roosevelt said, "You wouldn't worry so much about what others think of you if you realized how seldom they do."<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjDDCXVqmzZN6TavNJ6aoYWwJlQvDQLOSAfVAKUU3CLoJojILCS2Q_lf5MCo8UH5og3ndkwRiGByXtNMLAHRgnjwx5PpWW0wWl1_-rXyTERa-CmJXe1i9jy3_MvrCWJGiDztxSYm9k0S9Au/s1600/IMG_5069.JPG"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 266px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5544147883019203698" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjDDCXVqmzZN6TavNJ6aoYWwJlQvDQLOSAfVAKUU3CLoJojILCS2Q_lf5MCo8UH5og3ndkwRiGByXtNMLAHRgnjwx5PpWW0wWl1_-rXyTERa-CmJXe1i9jy3_MvrCWJGiDztxSYm9k0S9Au/s320/IMG_5069.JPG" /></a><br /><br />One tasty by-product of our efforts was a handmade pesto (courtesy of chef Nigel Slater) with watercress. The recipe can be found here, <br />http://www.bbc.co.uk/food/recipes/hand-made_pesto_with_64346. With a borrowed pestle and mortar I crushed these ingredients into a green nutty sauce to be mixed with warm pasta. I supplemented the pine nuts with cashews to save on cost and traded the parmesan for grana padano and this recipe became a keeper, and justification for buying my own pestle and mortar!<br /><br />As far as the theme of the night, Southern Italy, in addition to these 4 wines we sneaked in two from Tenerife, (a Spanish Canary Island) and hence, the title. Our guests had to decide which two were the oddballs among the bunch. Several of our friends were hot on our tail.<br /><br />It occurred to me that quite of a few of the elements of the night formed a heart-warming convergence of people we’ve met, places seen, and experiences had. We served an Italian wine made the Negroamaro grape, a type of wine we first tasted in Rocco’s restaurant in Corfu. Rocco and Hilary introduced us to this wine from Rocco’s place of birth – Puglia in Southern Italy. My dress for the night – a thrift store treasure dug up in Kannapolis, NC from Value Village – was used for the whopping second time, being first worn (by me) at the Halloween party in 2009 thrown by some much-loved friends. (Thank you Amanda & Sarah for giving me a reason to buy that frock and bestow upon it an extended life). David’s bra incorporated flowerpots, giving a due nod to gardening and my father-in-law who has supplied me with a surplus of pots for my endeavours.<br /><br />This time, I did manage to finish the night without showering anyone with liquid from improperly opened bottles. Hooray!<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjl-iuOp2ry0fKttRv1IqTgIDlcmeIoT-s0LsTTGpy7uOtxpF1Fv3o889YdKP9_ABcNCLAWsj4ZkCU7otyYGZJH1GBQdrRdB6LvvivyOlnTtXcv9ewRWNOGWlBB9C6SBgmdbxBIbdjqbRSh/s1600/IMG_5071.JPG"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5544148473253354194" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjl-iuOp2ry0fKttRv1IqTgIDlcmeIoT-s0LsTTGpy7uOtxpF1Fv3o889YdKP9_ABcNCLAWsj4ZkCU7otyYGZJH1GBQdrRdB6LvvivyOlnTtXcv9ewRWNOGWlBB9C6SBgmdbxBIbdjqbRSh/s320/IMG_5071.JPG" /></a>Ruth and Lucillehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05218131977026120579noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8444784478853030172.post-47580896189134741662010-11-09T14:18:00.000-08:002010-11-09T14:47:33.901-08:00Dusty Keys & Sun Drop Cake: Another Trip Home<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPI5hK4fguZx6v19JcW1-51rufbXoThQ353tGSzPgsVuZY7NbKe1cP64FK5-ZdwbHzAiEUh6icynQwmY29GI1nF5NHrLarKdBQt8wiBjJIoid3_CzV_ba0rx7XCWT_pK7UwGfmcLnV85JB/s1600/daddybday.JPG"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 168px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPI5hK4fguZx6v19JcW1-51rufbXoThQ353tGSzPgsVuZY7NbKe1cP64FK5-ZdwbHzAiEUh6icynQwmY29GI1nF5NHrLarKdBQt8wiBjJIoid3_CzV_ba0rx7XCWT_pK7UwGfmcLnV85JB/s320/daddybday.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5537679446596971554" border="0" /></a>Last Saturday night, I sat around a table with a belly full of chili, cornbread and Sun Drop pound cake. Like every November 7th, it's my Daddy's birthday; dogs are smearing cold noses on the door and daylight savings is distracting us with colored leaves before his elusive exit. I see him now: creeping down the hall, pointer finger to mouth, careful not to wake his sleeping sunlight mistresses. But there we were in the sunroom, tissue paper and candle wax leaving evidence of year 57, a year I hope to walk with half my dad's bouncy step. Through the windows we could see the bonfire he built at dusk, settling into cherry wood embers, asking quietly for more fuel.<br /><br />I stood up to stretch. My mom and my friend, Vanessa, were knee deep in childhood stories, adding a tear or two to the pile of tissue paper and dripped wax. (Anyone who knows my mother, knows she could coach the heart out of a light pole.) I looked at my dad in the midst of all this estrogen and had to giggle. What a man!<br /><br />I relocated to the living room, where our old piano sits and uncovered its keys. Growing up, piano lessons came once a week, and I associated this spot with stress, with making my fingers do the right thing at the right time. I knew if I played <i>The Entertainer</i> loud enough, my hard-of-hearing grandmother would come into the room, bend her knees a bit like she saw them do on the <i>Lawrence Welk Show</i>. I loved to see her dance. And I knew she loved a chance to listen.<br /><br />But this night, I laid my stiff fingers over the keys and remembered their sounds: together, separate, in a row. Like the words I gather when writing poems, I realized that each sound has infinite potential when pushed by emotion. And this wood and ivory piece of potential had been sitting quiet for too long. However many songs I'd memorized sitting there, I'd never sat there with their sounds to make something new.<br /><br />I see it now: a brisk walk up my stairs, a cup of green tea and honey, warm light in the corner, a keyboard. Maybe it's my Winter project, a reason to stretch my creative landscape. Year 25 isn't too late or 57, for that matter. Maybe Daddy will take up dancing while I play. A little girl can hope.<br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-style: italic;">xx Corrie Lynn</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXy__U4FyLYy6HRwVmBzybtiUvzFfODys3csXp6Yl9M8iKF1TrATixkWqffZh_8W4gHTtqQvrYKMTwgkjL29nE4MoYPUPXZoSFANml8z0Z2m4kNuHkFjWSHUGS_74qEmu6bckBUklWbJgv/s1600/DSCN6244.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 228px; height: 304px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXy__U4FyLYy6HRwVmBzybtiUvzFfODys3csXp6Yl9M8iKF1TrATixkWqffZh_8W4gHTtqQvrYKMTwgkjL29nE4MoYPUPXZoSFANml8z0Z2m4kNuHkFjWSHUGS_74qEmu6bckBUklWbJgv/s320/DSCN6244.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5537679692817668210" border="0" /></a>Ruth and Lucillehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05218131977026120579noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8444784478853030172.post-83165638667714812182010-10-31T11:04:00.000-07:002010-10-31T04:04:55.821-07:00Finding Breath in Winter<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjCw7snsFMjcFwyVMcIf0sXXCXS7VaIunzClQTSmOzzIKnNoLFxdP9vEm5pwsKKuKG9ZcNFZTCd0QmPzoxX-d933P0lEnXNT4bvnHQinWBTZgncMTzzp3Elbfwr4DPHHZwz8ESNDVa_RWad/s1600/IMG_8595+-+Copy.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 214px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5534159338989633570" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjCw7snsFMjcFwyVMcIf0sXXCXS7VaIunzClQTSmOzzIKnNoLFxdP9vEm5pwsKKuKG9ZcNFZTCd0QmPzoxX-d933P0lEnXNT4bvnHQinWBTZgncMTzzp3Elbfwr4DPHHZwz8ESNDVa_RWad/s320/IMG_8595+-+Copy.JPG" /></a><br />For several years I have wondered if I may suffer from Seasonal Affective Disorder, or SAD, but then I relax and back away from the hypochondriacal tendencies and into the warmth of a cardigan and fleece blanket. Next I invite my cats onto my lap for communal warming. I want to think it is the ebb and flow, the seasonal turns our human bodies must obey, or as my yoga teacher would say, the yin and yang.<br /><br />The summer makes us slow with its heat, while the winter calls for a brisk walk or turning over earth in the garden to churn our muscles and give our bodies the warmth that is so plentiful in summer. Winter is contemplative, to summer’s humour.<br /><br />In the spring I felt like a newborn, plump with desires for the year, plans. After my defrosting I was aglow with the sentiment that blooming was ahead, progress, long hours of sunlight. Of course, the days again will shorten and the green things float back down to the ground. The leaves provide autumn its palette with their color change and eventually become food for the worms underfoot.<br /><br />It is now the end of October, and I recently bought a new raincoat to bridge the gap between late summer and early winter. It hasn't yet seen many days because the cold arrived too soon and a heavier covering is required. Nearly everyone you meet mentions the return of “dark nights” (although they come around each year they are still a phenomenon which must be spoken of). My green-fingered endeavours have proved a modest success. I have potatoes, petite onions, a few bulbs of garlic among other things. The parsnips are still pushing underground waiting for the frost to bestow flavor. Some things have flowered early and others have flowered late, flowered for longer than expected, or not flowered at all. I have learned that next year I won’t be so calculating in my attempts. I will lean more towards experimentation without a fear of failure. Most of the time, things find a way to grow.<br /><br />In these next cold months instead of giving in to moods of melancholy, I will empathize with the snow crocus bulbs. Having just been planted they rest beneath the surface, in waiting, and in spring I will monitor their (my) peep above ground, a harbinger of beauty to come.<br /><br /><br /><p><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhpORwvCIfxN2x2BhALBXR6tMbnxyT9NUxk8S7mREEHeFefcLeoweBqCI51S94x3EpaJ4p9XvPwGxYAHuiD_FgCwJAs58O6XP9fNFppEO3BZOhHwUBz0kkikC3kjQHuIZFDKHRJjOWjOnCh/s1600/IMG_8535+-+Copy.JPG"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5534159631902756610" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhpORwvCIfxN2x2BhALBXR6tMbnxyT9NUxk8S7mREEHeFefcLeoweBqCI51S94x3EpaJ4p9XvPwGxYAHuiD_FgCwJAs58O6XP9fNFppEO3BZOhHwUBz0kkikC3kjQHuIZFDKHRJjOWjOnCh/s320/IMG_8535+-+Copy.JPG" /></a> <em><span style="font-size:85%;">Let me</span></em><em><span style="font-size:85%;"> introduce you to Georgie (right) and Axle (left). Friends since infancy.<br /><br /></span></em><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQUacxEI0aXCATW4eTmyU-_WQ-2IH1CdX1JViJw69PVnsI8dFZIBfk9-fgmKLijTDquGrqCRMm7Ek6XnozY1aiWCZGFNgQc58dk6mz3STrMhrTX2vmE-LeBJUjPxVLcjQ_-_XvPS2JgaLL/s1600/IMG_2959+-+Copy.JPG"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5534160020223576722" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQUacxEI0aXCATW4eTmyU-_WQ-2IH1CdX1JViJw69PVnsI8dFZIBfk9-fgmKLijTDquGrqCRMm7Ek6XnozY1aiWCZGFNgQc58dk6mz3STrMhrTX2vmE-LeBJUjPxVLcjQ_-_XvPS2JgaLL/s320/IMG_2959+-+Copy.JPG" /></a><em><span style="font-size:85%;">And a few of the many local sheep. I'm afraid I can't tell you their names. </span></em></p><p>Stay warm! </p><p><em><span style="color:#990000;"><strong>xx Laura</strong></span></em></p>Ruth and Lucillehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05218131977026120579noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8444784478853030172.post-91552636555652959502010-10-10T19:04:00.000-07:002010-10-10T19:30:17.726-07:00What Lucy Built<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4Rcs8Qqak94KIyLhAMu0T4H8kcVxAwtt1OlaFrkQXAJwOBqkts0SWEBxSBDY-A4C_hATY61X25862iNHeUTINDh6h7JJ5hfwJfil9WTB0jAAXqyCyDmzDRgR572MiJ-sefdHiRIihQS_7/s1600/62810_862678428378_2700969_47886273_1144606_n.jpg"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 311px; height: 234px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4Rcs8Qqak94KIyLhAMu0T4H8kcVxAwtt1OlaFrkQXAJwOBqkts0SWEBxSBDY-A4C_hATY61X25862iNHeUTINDh6h7JJ5hfwJfil9WTB0jAAXqyCyDmzDRgR572MiJ-sefdHiRIihQS_7/s320/62810_862678428378_2700969_47886273_1144606_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5526604444635596642" border="0" /></a>There's something about standing in an empty, curtainless house, catching light in all directions. An old house, one that used to hold things I now use in my apartment: tea cups, vases, bedside tables. The one where my mother first learned to bake a cake, my grandmother made dresses, my grandfather sold gas and candy to driversby. Two store front windows later framed Mammaw's sewing machine and my mother's wrought iron bed. We'd park in the gravel and skip up the side walk. A yellow jacket once stung my cheek upon opening the screen door. The place still smells of moth balls and Red Man tobacco. It's something like home.<br /><br />Being there means dreaming back and forth, wondering what will be of this house and if it will include me. Regardless, in my mind, I trim the shrubs, plant gardens, paint the shutters green. I sip coffee on the side porch and the trees wave sun and shadows over my face. They are old and have seen three generations sit there and throw wishes into their branches.<br /><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjgcUVvMMCyvxs7xywqva-nxD3KtT68zlsxTI1VZcRfouJUdN2sWHf0MjFjY0yEBKmSg4tnsmRPUbWJtDmuSqh6J3JScGsB7sostw2-4J2ij9mnoeOKdH5RyhY9Yt-8OSHRKZidbCpfWdvF/s1600/33845_862677325588_2700969_47886243_2400169_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjgcUVvMMCyvxs7xywqva-nxD3KtT68zlsxTI1VZcRfouJUdN2sWHf0MjFjY0yEBKmSg4tnsmRPUbWJtDmuSqh6J3JScGsB7sostw2-4J2ij9mnoeOKdH5RyhY9Yt-8OSHRKZidbCpfWdvF/s320/33845_862677325588_2700969_47886243_2400169_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5526604937909248738" border="0" /></a><br />It's common to get caught in the future. In our minds, we run sprints to the end of the present and crank our necks trying to see what comes next. Whether the impulse grows from excitement or boredom, we miss out on the fruits of the moment, which reminds me of a lovely poem by Wendell Berry.<br /><br /><br />What We Need Is Here<br /><br />Geese appear high over us,<br />pass, and the sky closes. Abandon,<br />as in love or sleep, holds<br />them to their way, clear<br />in the ancient faith: what we need<br />is here. And we pray, not<br />for new earth or heaven, but to be<br />quiet in heart, and in eye,<br />clear. What we need is here.<br /><br /><br />Before I left the house that day, I pulled the low-hanging light bulb string and climbed the stairwell. In one of the small bedrooms, stacks of hat boxes lined the walls. I ran my finger through the dust coating one of them and opened it to find a fine, fancy hat adorned with feathers and black netting. Naturally, I put it on and walked over to the abandoned vanity. There, in the dingy reflection was Mammaw's hat sitting on my head five sizes small. And naturally, I missed her and her little head in a house begging to be made a part of someone's present. But mixed somewhere in the rustling trees and floorboard creeks, Berry's words soothed me: <span style="font-style: italic;">What we need is here. What we need is here.</span><br /><br /><br /><br />xo Corrie Lynn<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>Ruth and Lucillehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05218131977026120579noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8444784478853030172.post-39025529761554858662010-09-16T20:00:00.000-07:002010-09-17T06:18:51.528-07:00A Declaration of Affection: My History With Tomatoes<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKGJwuBpNrWK_jLnCbFUD4Abnua2t0FCNY-Ub6YwT011fuckITKlOLcN6nvL2Azkr6wfLCDjUocFiJsoxFlo62HiCafVvU11JBHPKpGrKwvjiWGKxNC_CcFeOwo0XYz1vtXTdb3kluAADN/s1600/IMG_4538.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5517584654410451490" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKGJwuBpNrWK_jLnCbFUD4Abnua2t0FCNY-Ub6YwT011fuckITKlOLcN6nvL2Azkr6wfLCDjUocFiJsoxFlo62HiCafVvU11JBHPKpGrKwvjiWGKxNC_CcFeOwo0XYz1vtXTdb3kluAADN/s320/IMG_4538.JPG" /></a><br />There aren’t many things in this world as beautiful in their simplicity as a plump and fresh, homegrown tomato. I remember being a young’un, my parents fretting that my premature acne was due to the acid I was consuming via tomatoes. I must have been eating a lot of them. I still eat a lot of them. I still have the odd outbreak of acne. (I don’t really think tomatoes are the culprit). I am letting them off the hook.<br /><br />Tomatoes have a fair claim to being one of my favorite foods. Lucky them! Let us be grateful to tomatoes for their versatility and their privileged position in the fruit vs. vegetable debate. Isn’t it nice to be fought over? Caprese salad, warm pasta bolognese, fiery arrabiata, the list marches on, just as tomatoes seem to in the months they bless us with their presence. It is sad the season must end, as it is about to. At least they are happy to be frozen in sauces and soups for winter.<br /><br />Tomatoes and me? Our history is far reaching. Obviously the reference to acne is probably the beginning, and soon came Newman's Own spaghetti sauce, and then I remember having thick slices of beefsteak tomatoes, by themselves. Those slices grew tired of being solo and soon asked to be sprinkled with salt and black pepper and sandwiched between slices of Merita white bread, sealed with a very generous portion of the best mayonnaise in the whole wide world! (Oh Britain you are missing out when it comes to Duke’s). It wasn’t exactly the pinnacle of culinary creativity but what utter pleasure!<br /><br />As I grew, so did my taste buds and I soon discovered the splendor of freshly made salsa. It must have been the joy at receiving a basket of warm and glistening tortilla chips at the Mexican restaurant in Concord, North Carolina. The one across from Applebee’s and beside Harris Teeter. Is it still there? If not, rest assured the memory is. The accompanying salsa was blended, a smooth cooperative of its integral parts. From smooth salsa beginnings I now tend to prefer it chunky. I like to see what things are made of.<br /><br />I later made the jump from larger than life, fleshy tomatoes to cherry, roma and their plentiful cousins - petite nuggets of flavor gold. Small things sure can pack a punch!<br /><br />And here I am, tonight, trying to make sense of the large numbers of tomatoes that have arrived from my Father-in-Law Bill's allotment (the quarters of his gardening mojo). I decide to take a hint from a simple pizza sauce recipe. I skin medium-sized bowl of tomatoes in hot water and chop some garlic to fry. After a few minutes I add the tomatoes to the softened garlic and let it simmer for a little while then add some fresh basil, a little salt to taste and a little extra water if necessary. To such an undemanding recipe I would toss in one more portion of goodness - some grated hard Italian cheese, like parmesan or pecorino. (And giving credit to the Mexican restaurant I like this one smooth and blended).<br /><br />Your heart will be warmed, I promise.<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgMaDBejahfOpdVZR6GEKpoG2MYhVK-9Xl4Qhui5aCXOXYnKf_DeCBCa9bU9-iAh269JLoPR_m7v5rGKEh9wN20oRHZu-IGT5l3uDQ8rwGzvlrccvfHuLZvm-yVCcVlCfxwa8Dm6Cw3rGxy/s1600/IMG_4542.JPG"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5517586358209893954" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgMaDBejahfOpdVZR6GEKpoG2MYhVK-9Xl4Qhui5aCXOXYnKf_DeCBCa9bU9-iAh269JLoPR_m7v5rGKEh9wN20oRHZu-IGT5l3uDQ8rwGzvlrccvfHuLZvm-yVCcVlCfxwa8Dm6Cw3rGxy/s320/IMG_4542.JPG" /></a><br /><br />Tasty! <br /><br />xxx Laura xxxRuth and Lucillehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05218131977026120579noreply@blogger.com2